inspire in me the desire in me to never go home

“What if I could go to sleep for day? Would you count the hours or would your restlessness consume your fading memories of me?”

I think I forgot how good this song/album is. Fudge.

24 hours from now.

I will have a stomach full of fries and a sandwich from Bumsted’s and not be miserable in the current Albuquerque weather.

EDIT: Didn’t eat bumsted’s until monday. Friday night was a burrito and home fries from Shot in the Dark. Very equally rad.

It’s not a two way street.

I enjoy working at a vegan restaurant a whole lot. Most customers probably aren’t vegan. With every meal I help serve or every  dessert I prepare, I find joy in knowing that there’s at least one part of someone’s day they won’t be consuming animals and/or animal products. When i see someone eat cheddar popcorn at the counter while enjoying one of the restaurant’s meals, one could only imagine my internalized disconent; especially when this person has trumped on about veganism. You can’t be so vocal then eat cheese. That’s like me bragging about sobriety and having a beer. out of my face. (Rosaizcool said it better).

One of the best clips from one of the funniest movies. This doesn’t get boring or old.

This is an accurate depiction of me circa summer 09 as realized by James. This is also a new post since November. Damn. 

This is an accurate depiction of me circa summer 09 as realized by James. This is also a new post since November. Damn. 

One of the non-sad bastard albums I’ll be listening to for the rest of this season. I listened to this for the first time around my first year of college, and I wish I’d done so a lot more often. 

One of the non-sad bastard albums I’ll be listening to for the rest of this season. I listened to this for the first time around my first year of college, and I wish I’d done so a lot more often. 

This started off October. I’m getting excited for this entire month and what I’ll be listening to up to Halloween. I still haven’t come up with a clear costume idea. I am also waiting on the summer of my soul. 

This started off October. I’m getting excited for this entire month and what I’ll be listening to up to Halloween. I still haven’t come up with a clear costume idea. I am also waiting on the summer of my soul. 

(A) Senile Animal is such a solid record. This was their first with Big Business. I got a promotional copy by chance when it came out since my friend worked at a hastings and had no idea who they were. 

(A) Senile Animal is such a solid record. This was their first with Big Business. I got a promotional copy by chance when it came out since my friend worked at a hastings and had no idea who they were. 

I listened to this record for the first time in a long while on my drive to Roswell, NM. I, oddly enough, went through all the same feelings it gave me in high school when I would lay on my floor with headphones on. It seems like the mixture of this and a night drive made a positive experience.

I listened to this record for the first time in a long while on my drive to Roswell, NM. I, oddly enough, went through all the same feelings it gave me in high school when I would lay on my floor with headphones on. It seems like the mixture of this and a night drive made a positive experience.

I think sleep paralysis is where my fear of being strangled in my bed stemmed from. It’s pretty intense.

I think sleep paralysis is where my fear of being strangled in my bed stemmed from. It’s pretty intense.